(via passion-rules-me)Source: lenakatinas
So I just watched all of Torchwood seasons 1-3 and can I just say a) That was absolutely amazing and b) I think my emotions are officially beyond repair.
OWEN HARPER. OWEN FUCKING HARPER IS THE GREATEST TORCHWOOD CHARACTER EVER THAT IS ALL. I hated him so much at first, thought he was one of those stupid douchebags that you just wanted to punch in the face, and then somehow he’s protecting Gwen and Tosh and ordering pizza under the name of Torchwood and being such an asshole sometimes and being more oblivious to Tosh than Marius Pontmercy could be and all of a sudden somehow you realize that youve competely fallen in love with him and then you rewatch season one and everything is actually really really funny and he’s great. And then they fucking kill him - question why was Jack, Mr. I CAN’T DIE standing at the back and not being the amazing human sheild that he is - and then they bring him back to life and then he’s so sad and miserable and self-destructive and you just desperately want to give him a hug but this is reality sadly. And then he’s alive and it’s all good and then there’s the flashbacks and again you just want to give him and hug and then. EXIT WOUNDS. EXIT FUCKING WOUNDS. THE FEELS THAT CAME FROM THIS SHOULD JUST NOT BE ALLOWED. HIS FACE WHEN THAT DOOR CLOSED WAS ABSOLUTELY FUCKING HEARTBREAKING AND HONESTLY WHEN HE STARTED SCREAMING AND PANICKING I THINK LARGE PIECES OF MY SOUL DIED. And then it’s just him and Tosh on the phone, and he knows something’s wrong but he doesn’t know what and he thinks that everything’s going to be fine and that by dying he’ll have saved them all and when he died he was just so alone and there was nobody there there was nobody to hold him or give him painkillers or tell him that they loved him it was just Owen all by himself and he’s been so lonely his whole life I mean his mother hates him and Katie died and finally he got to Torchwood and he had people again and then he’s dying and he’s all alone and he’s just completely alone and his body is slowly dissolving and oh great I’ve made myself cry again. And also that scene at the end with Gwen and Jack putting away his and Tosh’s things is just not okay. And neither is the knowledge that those two boxes were most likely destroyed in the explosion.
Firstly, I don’t like Tosh all that much, but during Exit Wounds oh my god I felt so bad for her. Her face when she realized that she had sent Owen into the nuclear plant and that he was going to die was absolutely heartbreaking and god she was so determined to get down to that communicator SHE ROLLED DOWN A FLIGHT OF STAIRS WITH A FUCKING BULLET IN HER STOMACH just so that she could talk to him. And then that message. THAT MESSAGE ON THE COMPUTER SHE TOLD OWEN THAT SHE LOVED HIM. BECAUSE SHE NEVER IMAGINED THAT THEY WOULD BOTH DIE. And yeah I never liked her and Owen together much but still that last scene was absolutely heartbreaking.
And I’m not even going to get into Jack, and Ianto, and the Children of the Earth season and all of that because then I might just die from the emotions… but am I the only one who gets extreme entertainment from Gwen’s baby’s name being similar to Owen? Anwen, Owen… it’s entertaining in some bizarre way. Especially since it’s probably a coincidence but still. Owen’s the guy that Gwen slept with and one of the guys that crashed their wedding; you think he’d be the last guy you’d name your kid after. Not that Rhys remembers the last part, but still. And yes it probably is a coincidence but whatever.
The end of time is honestly the most emotionally destructive show that I have ever watched.
WILF. AND THE DOCTORS SPEECH TO HIM. THAT WAS HONESTLY ONE OF THE WORST THINGS THE DOCTOR COULD HAVE SAID BUT HE’S THE DOCTOR AND YOU KNOW HE’S TELLING THE TRUTH AND THEN “IT’S STARTING” AND ALL I CAN THINK OF IS HOW MY BELOVED DAVID TENNANT WILL BE GONE IN ONLY A FEW MINUTES.
And then he just has to go and say goodbye to everyone but he doesn’t even bother to talk to them and he saves Martha and Mickey and they see him and recognize him and he doesn’t even wave or say goodbye or anything and he just left them there and then he saved Luke and Sarah Jane was waving and he didn’t even turn around he just left. And then Donna doesn’t even recognize him and his last memories of her are her saying that she doesn’t want to forget everything and yet he had to do it and he just looks so guilty for it and Wilf just looked so sad and ohmygod. And then Nurse Redfern’s granddaughter at least he actually talked to her but oh my god it was just so sad.
And then JACK. JESUS CHRIST JACK. HE COULDN’T EVEN GET UP AND SAY HELLO I MEAN THIS IS JACK GODDAMN HARKNESS SINCE WHEN DOES HE NOT SAY HELLO I MEAN SERIOUSLY BUT THAT SALUTE WAS JUST THE SADDEST FREAKING THIS AND HE HAD BETTER HAVE SAID ”ALLONS-Y, ALONSO” OR I SWEAR TO GOD. …yes i have jack feels.
And ROSE. SHE DIDN’T RECOGNIZE HIM. SHE DIDN’T KNOW WHO HE WAS. SHE THOUGHT HE WAS JUST SOME SORT OF DRUNKEN LUNATIC AND YOU CAN SEE THAT HE’S SO IN LOVE WITH HER AND SHE DOESN’T EVEN KNOW AND THEN THE OOD’S SONG WAS HONEST TO GOD THE SADDEST THING I’VE EVER HEARD AND THEN.
“I don’t want to go.”
JUST THE WAY HE SAID THAT. AND HIS FACE. HE WAS SO HEARTBROKEN AND HE JUST DIDN’T WANT TO LEAVE BECAUSE FINALLY HE HAS PEOPLE AROUND HIM AND EVERYTHING AND NOW HE HAS TO LEAVE THEM ALL BEHIND AND HE KNOWS THAT HE’LL NEVER SEE THEM AGAIN AND HE JUST DOESN’T WANT TO GO. AND HONESTLY, I WAS OKAY TILL THIS POINT. JACK AND ROSE CAUSED SOME TEARS. THE OOD CAUSED A LITTLE BIT OF CRYING. AND THEN HE JUST SAID I DON’T WANT TO GO AND HE’S JUST SO SAD AND HEARTBROKEN AND THAT’S WHEN THE FLOODGATES BROKE AND OH MY GOD WHY DID HE HAVE TO GO DAMNIT WHY CAN’T DAVID TENNANT JUST BE THE DOCTOR FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER.
…I am not okay with this episode.
IMAGINE what it’s going to be like if Captain Jack Harkness ever meets Eleven…
I mean, he flirted with Nine,
Had this brilliant BrOTP/ or Parent/Child sort-of relationship with Ten, (“Oi, stop it you!”)
…and now the roles are reversed, because Eleven is this big ball of adorable awkward that requires constant supervision or he goes slightly evil…
I think Jack would understand, though, I mean… he’s lost people important to him too.
so my mom and i just watches End of Time, and you know at the end, when the Doctor’s going around to say goodbye to everyone and doing important stuff he:
1) Saves Martha from a Sontaran Sniper when she’s w/Mickey.
2) Saves Sarah Jane’s son when he is gonna get run over by a car.
The Doctor: They left her in the street. They took her face and just chucked her out, left her in the street. And as a result, this makes things simple, very very simple. You know why? Because now, Detective Inspector Bishop, there is no power on this earth that can stop me!
Oh good lord. David Tennant gives me chills.